Sunday, March 27, 2005

happy and sad at the same time

happy easter to those who celebrate. easter is one of my favorite
times of the year because it comes in spring...one of my 3 favorite
seasons. it is a time of rebirth, renewal, rejuvenation, and this
easter/spring is even more special to me because i have decided that it
also represents MY resurrection. jay and i, who have been together
about 5 years, are breaking up. it's really a long, boring story, but
i think it will ultimately be a good thing for both of us, once we heal
from the hurt we're both feeling now. it will take time. we love each
other very much but weren't on the same page regarding our
relationship, and honestly we haven't been for a long time. he thinks
i'm making a big mistake, but mistake or not, it's mine to make, and i
will live with whatever consequences that come from it. so this
easter, i'm celebrating. i have a great new job, a cute new apartment
(moving in on friday), and a TON of family and friends who love and
support me. life is good, and will only get BETTER!

3 comments:

  1. Five years is a very long time. It's going to be tough on both of you. I hope the change goes smoothly.

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  2. Eboni, it's never easy to break up especially when the relationship is 5 years old. Perhaps, this is a sign for other wonderful things to happen for you!!!

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  3. earth by april3:58 AM GMT-5

    Good riddance! Better five years than ten. Chalk it up and don't look back. The life you now live is ahead and not behind you.

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